Getting so many replies back from you saying OMG. xD Hahaha I enjoy making you say OMG, I can picture you saying it.
You always make me blush in the end though.
Love you! ♥
The best thing to do is to block it out. No matter what happens, no matter what anyone says in the end, I do what I choose. As do others.
No matter how one wants to change someone it simply can't be done by force. Everyone does something they regret, something they wish that they could stop, from a habbit to a 'bad' hobbie.
What makes someone is who they are.
Now some of you wish to listen to a troll. Not that I ever really cared but if you really want to make fun of someone you should at least do it to my face, hahaha, I enjoy a good laugh. Bad troll is bad.
I only write this because some of my friends wish to tell him to STFU, but I don't really care. The best thing is to block it out. So if anything is said about me, don't save it, just ignore it. I fight my own battles.. -coughs- well with some exceptions, but that would be called team work. ;)
Reading back on everything I can see how much I've grown. Not just as a member but as a person.
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I believe I've grown more on here than I have whilst being in the outside world. It's a sentiment that quite a few people share, I believe.
You, having seen the double sides of quite a few tussles that have sprung up between members, would have a greater appreciation of what's been going on. It's harder, I think, to know all and yet not be able to help either.
From the sound of it, you've just been desensitised.
And last, you don't have bad blood. You have a pure heart, unlike that of those that give you the title.
Seriously, I think you're a better person that them, just for putting up with their verbal beatings and never lowering yourself to their level, nor reacting at all.
Someone can only take so much before they snap. And you haven't even snapped yet. Heh. :P
Damn one typeo, *Plotting.
I know that I can be a pain in the ass to some people but the others who just cause too much drama on here, I've given up on them. I say hi and shit and they end up writing about me in their journal. Not anyone you would know about and I'm not about to name them.
As for the bad blood bit, I do have bad blood, so I enjoy when they say that. heh.
self-reflection is good, and because you do that well yourself it means that you have a level of maturity that lots dont. As for having a heart...it takes heart to reflect. pah and here's me thinking you were a non-human :P
I long for something but I don't know how to express it. My mind is drawing a blank. I'm totally lost. x.x
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At the moment, I assume you long for the answer to that which has escaped you. :P
Just need a new adventure. :P Something crazy, something great... but it's cold outside. x.x lol
been there :\
So is talking to someone annoying and then mentionioning that because one was done with them they didn't get the kitten they would have wanted a bad thing? Then after that talking about their dead cat till they cried, is that worse?
I might be going to hell but for all the lies spread he damn well deserved it. :P
Plus we were never going to be an item ever again. lol Some guys just need to leave the past alone. I mean that was so long ago and I was such a kid. XD He was always scared of me. :3 That was pretty cool. XD
MyArmyLife is a fantastic singer. Become an addict today. :P
Okay seriously this is a cool journal entry because I found this video to describe my whole day. :P
Dumb bell.. gum.. something. I just really need to clear my mind right now. Unless I fall asleep from lack of that. :P
FOR SHAME THIS IS A VAMPIRE WEBSITE! :O! All I see on those darn webcams are bunches of HUMANS! :O
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hehe yep a vampire would be pretty cool or a demon maybe :P
Hahah well with one exception of a human, I think Enanti is a freaking angel. XDD
Am not an angel. D:
And, it was a very funny day.
I haven't laughed so much in years. :P
Are to an angel. :P
heeheehee... gots to love da Rai Rai. :D
Haha, well have to set up a date special for you, me and a cam. :P :P :P
Looking for something that I want just to have but I can't find it. One of those days where I just don't give a damn. I'll be cursing all day. ;P XD
So apparently I was loged in all day when I was really asleep and it must be that someone else was using the computer, my bad.
Sorry if I worried you guess I slept all day for some reason. -Coughs-
Anyway, for the moment, I'm going to lurk and I'm only going to reply to YOU sweet heart. I loooove you Yoshi. No box, no chats, nothing, for now I'm just going to message you, love. You're all mine and I'm all yours. ♥
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love you to honey. i'm off today so i'll be on and off today
You guys are so damn cute. :)
This video is for the people who are stalking me. You aren't anything more than the roaches who crawl upon my life. You look at me as if I was a freak well OPEN your damn eyes. I'm human just like you only your shots at me can't put any harm on me. You look at humans as if they were catle, and for that YOU are nothing more than a freak yourself.
This is the part where you go away and stop listening to the walls. You stalking me is pretty creepy and it's sad that any of you guys were jealous of how popular I was. I mean we all used to do everything together because everyone was so damn diffrent. No one belonged and maybe that was everyones big mistake.
Instead of hanging out with cooler people I had respected everyone of you nerds. Ha, well now you've become jealous of my internet friends too? O_O Really that's crazy as fuck. o.o Well I'm glad that you think everyone on VR = Creeps. Hahaha you wouldn't last one second in this place.
Okay so since my other 'friends' are stalking me then I can't write much about some things in this journal. So if anyone really knows the me apart from me then I will start writing in there.
This girl, she really needs to get out of here. Creeper won't stop stalking me and it's sad. I don't give a shit anymore. You guys always did know that I am popular. :P I just wanted to get that small rant out. Rest In Peace friendship. You are dead to me. :)
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well now, i've been creeping BUT yanno me...this is a newly gifted Pro i'm "shooshing up" for now..: P
Exactly. They can't track me on my other me. :P
LOL They can get out of my personal life.
It's not that I wanted to get off the phone to use my computer, It's that I wanted to get off because I didn't want to talk to you )): Good on you being "Best friends" with a major creeper.
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I just want to say if you are reading my journal Kristina the our friendship ended a long time ago. You will not be stalking my personal life and if you are then THAT really means good bye. Furthermore, YOU are the creeper. I really can't stand a freak who won't just talk to humans like a normal person. Guess what FUCK off. I don't need you here.
Hahaha!
Well, you don't need them~
Kristina Billini November 20 at 4:48pm Report
If you wanna be an attention whore, then go ahead. No one really cares if you're friends with us or not. You're being immature and really, Rose, I don't care...? If you want to seem cool to your internet friends by putting up people that you were REAL LIFE friends with's names on the internet for anyone in the world to see, then go right ahead. I hope it makes you happy and I hope you feel good about yourself later on.
No hard feelings when you decide to end this. I'll be here when you decide to be an adult.
Kristina Billini November 20 at 3:47pm Report
First off-
1. I do not dig facebook drama. I don’t do that. I don’t have the energy to have a catty girl fight like it’s third grade and none of us are adults. You have all your internet friends reading that post and that’s not cool. You also put Nora’s name in your journal for anyone to find her and that’s seriously, I don’t have words for that. If you have a problem with me. You know my number or my email. Or hey, Facebook has a pretty handy messaging system.
2. Don’t jump to conclusions. I don’t go anywhere with anyone. I haven’t seen Nora or Asma since June. I haven’t seen them, or you, or anyone since THE LAST DAY OF CLASSES. You’re acting like I’m sneaking around hanging out without saying anything. I’m not a person to go out. I’m not a social butterfly, if I’m not hanging or chatting with you, I’m not chatting or hanging out with anyone. I agreed to hang out then BECAUSE I missed Nora’s birthday party and I felt bad. I’m busy with school and I travel two hours to get to class everyday. I come home at 10 pm and I have classes five days a week. I don’t have much free time.
3. If you have issues with Nora, tell me, how would it make sense/be okay for me or Asma to invite you to places to where Nora is going to be? Asma, Nora and I are friends. We go places with each other; I don’t invite them, they invite me. I’ve been crazy busy and I haven’t been able to go anywhere so it’s been Asma and Nora meeting up together and chilling without me.
4. Just because you have conflict with Nora doesn’t mean I’m going to drop her like a fly and be loyal to you or something. I respect her too much to drop her just because you say this and that or drop you because she says this or that. Look, I’m neutral. Keep your conflict with her, with her. I really don’t care about the battle going on. I had my grief with Nora and I respected her enough and was man enough to go up to her and tell her exactly what I felt was going on. I was able to have a discussion and we worked things out. It wasn’t hard.
5. I know and you know that she didn’t call you a whore in a malicious way. Nora isn’t a malicious person. Even after all this crazy shit, she hasn’t said one bad thing about you, DESPITE you saying all this shit about her. I’ve been really really patient through out this all and my patience is worn. This isn’t high school. You’ll probably never see Nora again. Move on with your life, rise above and beyond something petty like this. This is not worth the dirt on the floor to drag on and on; I’m sick of it and I’m done with it.
Go ahead and block and unadd me, and asma and whoever. You have the freedom to free yourself of all this high school bullshit. I learned very young that even good friends grow apart when things change. Sometimes that’s for the better.
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Oh lord. o_o
I know right. LUL WUT? The nerds are after me hide!
If she's not one for internet fights, then why the hell didn't she say it in person, like she was telling you to?
... HEH.
She's too weak to use her phone because she has no life and so far some pretty lema friends. Everytime I did talk to her on the phone she wanted to get off and use the computer. If her family bothers her then why not hang out? Because she's so anti-social that she wouldn't even eat out. O.o She sits there all day looking at people instead of talking to them. A major creeper.
I love you.
Ha. Love you too. :)
Taking a break from everything even family. I will be walking around like a zombie and trying not to walk into walls. lol
Ah it's NOVEMBER! I dislike the month. They should take it out of the calander altogether. lol
So... story time? Yes. :3
About hmm 5 years ago I had to go to my sister's friends house to let her spend some time with him. So after their small Thanksgiving before Thanksgiving, I came home with a virus. :D LMFAO! :D
So we were going to our other friends that we've known for years. The kind of friends that are like family sort of thing. And I couldn't be sick eventhough I threw up in the morning. :x
So going there was a blast. :D First we had to buy some soda so my mom went into the store while I was outside like.. BLEAH!!! LOL Then I had to push her to the bus stop and all that telling her that I was fine. Yeah bad lier but still. xP
Ah the bus the BEST part. :3 So she got me a ginger ale and it was supposed to help with a stomach ache. I told her that they changed the soda but NO mommy is always right. lol So instead of drinking a Sprite which maybe I could have kept down that soda made things worse. :D LOL
So I'm siting next to someone and I'm like ... BLEAHHH -burp Bleah!! LMFAO I really burped in public like that. Hahaha People were looking at me and backing away from me like I was a freak. xD Then on one of the next to last stops a guy walks in and sits right next to me. Everyone looked at him like, SUCKA! lol
As soon as we came to our stop I ran to the trash can and threw up some more. LOL My mom goes to yell at me saying that line that I hate, Stop throwing up people will think that you're on drugs or something." I hate that line. I'd never do that.
So we all go upstairs to our friends atp. where everone eats and I can't even bring myself to have a soda. lol I just fall asleep on my friends bed all day while everyone else is watching a Harry Potter movie.
The irony? Thanksgiving is an American holiday where people eat till they stuff themselves. I couldn't even eat. ROFL! :p
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Hah! I'll stay away from buses now and yes, I'll try and fuse the days of November to October.
:P
.. and I've had a hard day. Feel like crap and the stress hurts. As I look at my warn gloves I can see how torn they are. My hands all hurt and roughed up as well.. when will it all end.. when will things get not good but better.. way better so that I can forget my past. So that I don't have to stair in the mirror and ask why I can't save that girl looking back with the water in her eyes. Ah well.. I'll save the sob stories for next month. For now I'm going to listen to some Led Zep and drown myself in some good old rock/blues.
There are so many name changers here and fakes that it's no wonder why people fight so much. First of all WHO are you hiding from when you end up putting the same stuff back up on your profile.
Anyway, I sort of get this feeling that when people say "I'm NOT lying or I'm a bitch so back off" , that it comes off as, "I'm really fake and I'm a stupid weakling who uses their computer as a way to bully people but I can't do it well because some of the quiet or nicest people are the real bitches. " :P Ah well I guess my point is that ther are some people who are labeled as mean who are the sweetest teddy bears and the other people are so lame. v.v
The best profiles are the honest ones where it just talks about normal things. I don't really care about one's profile anyway unless i really like the person. So go on ahead with your tauntingness. You don't scare me. I'm not talking about any one person but people here in general.
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I am hiding from CryingMist if you see here let me know, she has been after me for a few years now... she scares me, she give hugs!!! Ewww she is here!!!!
Nah joke aside, I agree changing name and then puting back the same stuff is not a bright idea, unless you change it to serve a specific vr purpous.
:)
LOL @ Hugs. It's only scary to someone with a hug phobia. :P
I agree the name changing and "new ownerships" have reached astronomical proportions these days and it is getting really old. :)
I'm just curious - has anyone brought this to Cancer's attention? He can't be unaware of it. It would be a simple matter of changing some code that makes changing names more onerous and time consuming so that MOST people would just say, Meh, not worth the trouble. I don't think it can be prevented completely of course but it could be slowed down.
I'm Katie. Who are YOU? :o
I can see all of my stalkers. The people wanted, the people loved and the one's who aren't wanted here. Those last stalkers, go right ahead and read EVERYTHING that I have to say. I'm honored. :P Just don't expect me in your journal any time soon. lol As for the people who have blocked me, so childish. lol Have fun!
And because I've been listening to their songs for some reason... Hey YOU! lol
It's been a while since I've had one of these entries. So here is a bit about what happened today.
My mom is in a wheel chair and I'm pretty much used to pushing her around. No one can do as great a job as I because frankly there just aren't enough strong people these days.
So we were waiting for the bus and these 3 transit like cars park in the bus stop. That's not allowed. So my mom yells at them to move and they do. Then this crazy ass old lady bitch starts yelling at us saying that they can park there. And it's like O.o Um no , no they can't.
So we wait a bit longer and this car pulls up and parks in the same spot. Then my mom tells them to move as well. The person inside starts yelling and then my mom spots a police car and they make them move. ;)
So after more of a wait the bus finally comes. The senile old lady rushes onto the bus then I get my mom on though it's a bit hard to do.
On the way out her chair get's stuck. Guess it was easyer to get in than it was to get out. So the old lady starts yelling and shit cause my mom got up for a second only so that I could un-stick the chair. So I start mumbling and my mom is like whats up? And I'm like "This shit head is just yelling about shit" So the old lady's like "You called me a shit head??" I'm like yeah. She's like "I'm going to put you in that wheel chair" So I'm like "You're bluffing. Go do it." And she just starts yelling and bitching and running her mouth. And I'm like "yo momma" And she's like both yo momma's" And it's like LMFAO my mom's right there ;P And the bus rolls off with with crazy lady as we make our escape. :P Hahahaha the moral of this story: You feel froggy leap bitch. ;)
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It happened again. That I tried to comment and my comment magickly disappeared.
The old lady v's rose. HaHa. It would make for a interesting wrestling match. The both of yous.
Sorry must have edited it when you posted.
LMAO she wasn't about to do anything. I've taken on full grown men since I was younger. :P I street fight. lol
Seems like any body living in NY wants to and is ready for a fight.
The same could be said about VR. >.> lol
Ohh. Sorry. I got confussed. I thought that I was on Rant'inRave.
Yo momma! D:
lol rose damn attacking old people now lol jk
Here is how the date went. :P -Blushes-
So for those trying to spy on my love life there ya go! lol
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Hah! Cute. ♥
And, does this mean I can get rid of my binoculars? ;P
I want to see those if you can see all the way to Manhatten. xD
dammit its more fun when I spy and you dont know Im spying hehe
you guys are cute :P
So when IS the wedding going to be?
Wedding? umm... O_O lol :P years from now.
I look like a chipmunk in those pics..lmao,,
HA! Look at my teeth. I bet everyone knows what my other profile is now. :P
LOL........It's Cute!
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW ROSEY YOU LOOK SO HAPPY SMILES FOR YOU
Smiling is a good thing ;)
::dances around the room, singing::: Love is in the air.. Everywhere I look around!
Ya'll are so damn cute. :)
I love ya both!
So I typed something and it got erased, fuck. Ah well here's this. -mumbles- It was something so sweet too lol.
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Zeppelin are awesome
I did the same thing like a month ago, only I deleted half my profile lol
LOL Yeah it was some code I used and it totally fucked up my entry and then I forgot all the words. lol
It's unfortunate when that happens. x.x
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giggles i think you left alot of the spicy details out, and yes i have made it home safely, i'm glad your home safe as well.
:P
AWWWW "plays the sailor moon song love is in the air'' ROSEY IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU I LOVE HEARING ABOUT ROMANCE i gusse this why you been asking about the romances manga lol
Okay I know that some people hate so many pictures on a profile but I put up a few for him to see. I don't give a shit if anyone hates it. It's all for him and thats all that matters. :3
And yes, I give in I LOVE him! hahaha Love love love and nothing can tear that apart. I am going to have so much fun Friday.
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Don't listen to those fools. If it make you happy, do it. Well, as long as "it" isn't dangerous, of course. xP
LMAO Silly.
Well... if you want silly... JUST REMEMBER THE WORST STD IS PREGNANCY! D:
LOL! Well I couldn't agree enough. ;)
I sound like such an e-mother. T_T
I may have to have "The Talk" with him, too.
.... LMFAO. :D
Okay mother dear. JOKING! lol
I miss you I miss you I miss you. I'm going to give you my digits tonight. :3 I know that you're at work right now but I miss you! XD
I'm heading outside today and helping with stuff. -Yawns- I didn't get much sleep cause I was up thinking about you and posting my butt off.
So Mommy said that I could borrow her cell to call you sometimes but there are times when she needs the phone so it will be rare but there are times when I can't talk. But thats okay right? I can always talk to you on here.
Can't wait till this Friday. I'm off of VR! Yup, going to have more fun than ever. I'm ditching my friends on here. lol
I just hope the you get here safe and everything. I want you so damn much. You're all I have on my mind now. :P YOU YOU YOU YOU! Miss you. xD
I already spammed you enough so I though that I'd just leave this here instead.
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is Rose in lurve???
Aww that is so sweet,
-giggles and hugs-
well i never thought you n IKEA would hook up..
man..who knew...
LOL
WOW WHO WHO WHO DAMN IT!! TELL ME!
HAH! Poor people. If you were trustworthy, you'd know. ♡
Have fun, and be yourself. You're going to be fine. ♥
The box.. it can be an I.Q. lowering eye sore or a great place to have discussions. So one guy comes in and asks the other.. " tonight i wanna know when and if you know if your life has made an impact on those around you
good ..bad doesnt matter..some sort of differance"
So they begin to talk about it and I realize that here on VR sometimes people do change others for good or for the worst. I find that the best way to communicate with some is from their journals. Given they are bad, bitchy or just plain old whiny. Not that you shouldn't talk to the person but that you can learn a bit more about them. These journals are basicaly an open book waiting to be read.
Could it be that I found it funny when I first thought about having a journal on a vampire site.. that right away I thought about Dracula. How its made up of journal entries and letters. I just never found a way to express that thought. Guess I want to do it here. LOL, one thought on that as well..
(How some people tend to think that this a dating site. Well vampires have been so romantic, do you blame people for thinking that? haha. Journals and letters, adventure and tests for being a hero.. and romance, bloody romance. haha)
So .. going back to that question.. have I changed anyones life? Maybe though I'm not the person to like credit much.
Lets take a look at the month of November. This could be a really bad month for me or a time for something good.. something worthy of the word miracle. Lets see..
I always tend to get deathly sick during this month. Right near Thanksgiving.. a holiday of which I hate. =] From chicken pox when I was 5 to a small case of pneumonia two years ago.. -_-.. to the most ironic story about how I got a .. STOMACH virus. Ah that one was sort of a funny story, but I'll save that for another entry..
Anyway.. the last time I was sick was a few years ago. I ended up getting .. asthma from it. :| I feel dumb for not taking care of myself more then and going to the doctor's. lol Ah but what had happened? Mommy quit smoking because she was worried about her kid. :3 Thats one person that I helped change by quiting.
As for last year, this lonly soul was so loathing about life and what was to come and so worried and freaked and living in hell... and what did she do.. well what did I do? Thats a good question. One night I was doing some laundry. I was so tired of live journal and vampire kisses and all those jerks. I wanted some place to run off to, a place where I belong.
I googled vampire forums. Two places showed up. Vampires.nu and VampireRave. So I tryed vampires.nu first. :P LMFAO! What a mistake. :D Nothing but sexist bastards.
Then I went to Vampire Rave. I didn't spend much time on it because well I didn't have a computer. I was using the library or a net cafe' when I felt really out of character.
Ah November... November 10th. That will be one year on vr, though it won't say it on this profile.
BattyTheCat
I hope that I have been a good person on here because you know what? The people here have made me feel so much better and have given me emotional strength to do so much more. so to you raver's.. I thank you for helping my life.
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Happy VR-Day, Batty. I hope to meet you. ;)
LOL Batty sucks and her ratings are so bad. Think maybe I should delete.
poor poor BattyTheDAMN Cat lol
enjoy VR Rose we all love ya :P
LOL Thats right Batty was a very bad cat.
So much on my mind right now and I'm too tired to express it. I should have gone to bed. Least its a fresh start for the month.
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"Least its a fresh start for the month."
That time of the month eh?
"joke" lol
Not yet. o.o If it was then I'd be writing my my bloody pad journal. ;D
hahaa xD
As much as it should freak me out, I'm quite used to hearing about things like that.
One of my female friends leaves me drunken messages talking about being on the rag all the time lol
So the period journal is an ongoing thing? P.P lol
Nope Its my other profile. o.o lol
i went to bed late and am here ridin' dirty today.
i go for testing to get back into Cosmo school at 12 today..told no one of my plans.
like i said....ridin' dirty today.
*Blushing*
I wanna know and enjoy reading your bloody pad journal entries... Where are they?
That was some fucking joke right? I mean seriously, DUDE WTF? Yo man, hahahaha you pimp daddy you. :P You are not getting an attention whoring favor bitch back. You already fucked with me. Now hmmm I was diging my grave back then huh? I'm not the one who fucked up a whole coven by fucking over it's former master and getting rid of a member for posting alot.
How dumb is it to 'help' another coven when you're coven is falling apart already. I mean REALLY???
Hey so cheers to ME always winning. :3 Word.
Message To: **********
Sorry but I don't want to leave my coven ever. :P
Also sorry about your old coven. :| I really did enjoy posting there when I was there.
As for my other profile. Well it's an ACM and I'm not leaving Juny's.
Good luck and whishes to your new coven. Cheers.
I could make a third profile but naw.
On 04:03:04 Nov 01 2010 (-0 GMT) ********** wrote:
Okay, I'm just taking a stab in the dark here but I'll be making another coven that, hopefully, people will like better. And I would like for you to visit it for a while to help me build up favor for it so I can get members since you're such a killer favor maker.
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Well... hah. You're wanted somewhere else now too? :P
And smart girl for guessing who it was without me even mentioning it. :P
I loves our coven. MBK is the shit. And will always be mbk to me.
Woo hoo for coven pride! Our CM does rock. :)
I didn't need to read more than the beginning line of their messages to know who it was. :P
And, he's always going to be Prophecy for me. xP
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JunyCrist
06:22 Nov 30 2010
:)